Maybe I just want somebody who isn't going to leave me.
Because for once it's hella nice to be on the other side without people telling you what to do.
It's nice to see somebody else take the effort and mean it and not forgetting you for another half year.
Still it is moving nowhere because it is another distance and internet ship and I've really really got enough of that.
But maybe this time it will be different? It isn't about fake hopes it's about giving myself a chance.
Or I am probably selfish.
Listening to: Hatsune Miku
Playing: Candy Crush
Eating: jelly worms