AsikIkisa

DURARARA WILL BE REALLY BACK
AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS AT THIS POINT TBH

Maybe I just want somebody who isn't going to leave me.
Because for once it's hella nice to be on the other side without people telling you what to do.
It's nice to see somebody else take the effort and mean it and not forgetting you for another half year.
Still it is moving nowhere because it is another distance and internet ship and I've really really got enough of that.
But maybe this time it will be different? It isn't about fake hopes it's about giving myself a chance.
Or I am probably selfish.

The last days have I spent contemplating my life and what I want to do with it.
The only conclusion I came to is that reading old conversations hurts and I should not do that.

Hella.

I still cannot believe that I'm interested in that.

And then I ask myself